I'm sorry for ditching my blog for like a decade? LOL
I'm pretty lazy to update my blog and I didn't even change my blog layout to a nicer design ==
All due to my laziness!!
Ok just a quick post to sum up what I did for the last 2 months
1. had my mid term test and 2 weeks mid term break
2. back to my paradise home town - Penang ♥
3. spent some quality time with friends and family ~
4. here I am back to this effing metro city and effing life - KL
My friend used to ask me how's life in KL?
Well, I will not make a conclusion that fast as it depends
I guess if I'm not taking ACCA, I will absolutely love my life in KL as KL is a shopping heaven and I will go shopping like everyday? haha
But I can't =( ....life ain't easy as a student in TARC especially AFA student taking ACCA
There is so much tension and pressure going around and everything is so hectic!
Things here are so different than Penang
Environment, Food, Life Style, Studies and Friends!!
Friends ~ tears are dropping down when I'm typing this....I miss my friends in PG so much! there are just so much memories, joys and laughter with them ~
Miss the time we gossip, fooling around like nobody cares.
Miss the time we burn midnight oil, had supper, went for a movie after we had done ''giving up'' our studies haha, waiting for the results, celebration of every events, went for a vacation TOGETHER ~ and much more.....
I get to be ME when I'm back to there....but not here in KL
Everything i said and do must filter..scared that people can't absorb and digest it, scared that people can't take it, scared that people will mind the TRUTH! Since whn I'm such a coward?
Back in PG, I'll spill everything out in front of my friends as I know they won't mind it!!
But here? Even when people say they don't mind it but sometimes they don't really mean it...
I get to witness selfish people, hypocrite and fake people, scary people, where dog-eat-dog do happen in study life! This is the cruelty of reality!
BUT there is still some very nice people out there =)
Feeling much better when I spill everything out in here ~
Going to end this post with a picture of myself
a sarcastic smile at myself for not dare to be myself, for being a hypocrite as well.....hah
